“I love you just the way you are.”

Then she says the next thing that comes into her mind.

Then the husband says:

“I love you just the way you are.”

Then he says the next thing that comes into his mind.

They repeat this simple sentence and the follow-up thoughts as long as necessary—that is, as long as it takes to say everything that pops up from their unconscious (or formerly censored conscious).

What happens is that whenever they say, “I love you just the way you are,” the next thought that will come into their minds is a negative judgment, such as, “Except I wish you’d lose weight,” or “Except you come from a poor family and don’t know how to be rich,” or “Except I hate the gap in your teeth,” or “Except I wish you were a little smarter/prettier/a better dresser.” As these negative judgments are acknowledged, the impasse will be broken, replaced by the feelings they have been withholding from one another. Sometimes arguments ensue:

“Oh, so I’m not pretty enough for you.”

“No, you’re pretty enough—it’s just that I have these per-fectionistic standards.”

“Well, you’re no movie star yourself.”

“That’s true.”

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“Yes. But if you do stay, be forewarned that I shall spare nothing in my attempt to please you sexually.” “Nothing?” “Nothing.”

He envelops her in his strong arms. “You’re holding me so tight.” “That is correct.”

He kisses her hard. At first she playfights to get away, then coyly surrenders to his new force and verve, and kisses him back. If the husband and wife are playing this together, they will have no trouble making up their own variations. If the husband is still the sole activist, he needs to proceed with caution: By now, even if the wife was initially surprised, she will probably be playing happily along with him. However, if she is frightened or angry or feels threatened, he should not press on. Instead, he ought to use the occasion to talk about both their feelings. This in itself can be fruitful if he finds out what it is about this game that has upset her. Such questioning is certain to open up new avenues of communication about the sexual realm.

Otherwise, the game continues. The husband tosses the empty champagne glasses aside (or breaks them in a fireplace, if feasible) and says, “Oh—here’s a little something for you. Put this on.”

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One of my patients continually negated me. He would come late, pay late, and fall asleep during sessions. If I said anything to him, he would denigrate it, calling it “stupid.” He denigrated my office and me alike, saying my furniture was cheap and my clothes tacky. If I tried to talk to him he would say he did not feel like talking, and if I tried to help him he would say nobody could help him. He also negated everybody else in his life. As soon as he had sex with a woman, he would feel disgusted by her and never want to see her again. Anybody who chose him for a friend was eventually seen as worthless.

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Setting: Deserted island in the middle of a lake, or cabin in the woods.

Aim: To throw husband and wife together into an intriguing (nonboring) situation from which there is no escape, and force them to relate in a new way.

Game Plan: The travel agent (a friend or relative) blindfolds the bored husband and wife and takes them to a deserted place. The agent may take them by boat to an island in the middle of a lake, or by car to a cabin in the middle of the woods, and leave them there. In either case, they will be stranded in an unfamiliar place for a weekend. The island or cabin will basically offer only food, water, and shelter—no modern amenities, such as television or laser disks. If either the husband or the wife should want to escape, he or she will have to swim or walk a long distance, even to a back road.

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Hence, mature sexuality is free of control or manipulation. It is a voluntary sharing of affection between two consenting adults. Just as a mother voluntarily shares her breast with her infant, so a lover voluntarily shares his or her sexuality. In this voluntary sharing between two consenting adults, a mutuality occurs which becomes the framework for mature loving. You cannot will this process to happen by determining to be more loving. Rather, it comes about through the acceptance of everything about ourselves and our lovers—our hopes, our fears, our beauty, our ugliness, our loves, our hates, and in particular everything we would like to disown and disavow in both ourselves and others.

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Before surgery, when you give the doctor your medical history, be sure to say so if you’ve had any unusual problems with bleeding in the past (from dental work, for example). Also, aspirin can cause excessive bleeding; if you are taking aspirin regularly, make sure you stop at least ten days before the operation. Another point to discuss with your doctor: Many men who undergo radical prostatectomy need a blood transfusion during the procedure. The best blood for you to get, obviously, is your own; if your hospital allows this, it’s a good idea to donate several units of your blood ahead of time. This is another good reason for the six-to-eight-week delay; it gives you plenty of time to make up your own blood bank. The night before surgery, you’ll be given an enema and perhaps some laxatives, as well. Or, if you’re scheduled to be admitted the day of your surgery, you may be asked to give yourself an enema or take laxatives the night before. You’ll probably be told not to eat anything the night before surgery, as well.

This is how some men find out they have prostate cancer—when the prostate tissue removed in a TUR procedure or open prostatectomy is evaluated by a pathologist. It’s more difficult for surgeons to perform a radical prostatectomy after an open prostatectomy, but that doesn’t mean it can’t be done. It often is, and with greater success. You may be told to wait, however, about twelve weeks after a TUR procedure, until the inflammation from this operation has gone down.

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Say a man has a palpable tumor involving one entire lobe of the prostate (stage T2b, or Bi disease), a Gleason score of 7, and a PSA between 10 and 20. The likelihood that his tumor is confined to the prostate is 19 percent; the probability that his cancer has penetrated beyond the prostate wall is 81 percent. He has a 33 percent chance of having cancer in the seminal vesicles, and a 24 percent chance of lymph node involvement. What should this man do? Here, age plays a major role. Say this man is in his early fifties. Even though cure is not certain, it’s clear that if he does nothing he will probably die of his disease. Because the side effects of surgery are much milder in men this age, surgery is certainly a reasonable option, and it does offer the possibility of cure.

On the other hand, say he’s in his seventies. The question here is whether a man who may not live long enough to die of prostate cancer should be put through an operation with an uncertain likelihood of cure. Surgery has more side effects on people in their seventies. So, for this man, radiation therapy is a better, more reasonable option.

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Some doctors who argue for watchful waiting refer to studies that suggest the mortality rate for men who don’t get treatment is low—about the same as for men who don’t have prostate cancer.

But results can be seriously misleading. One prominent Swedish study, for example, citing a “high ten-year survival rate in patients with early, untreated prostatic cancer” has been widely criticized because it’s based on a group of older men, average age 72, with small, slow-growing tumors. (Only 4 percent of these men had aggressive, poorly differentiated tumors—unlike the 10 percent to 20 percent of men with localized cancer in this country who undergo therapy. So basically, this was not a typical group—many of these patients would have been followed with watchful waiting in the United States, as well.)

After ten years, 13 percent of these men had died from the cancer. And the disease had progressed in another so percent of the men. Most of these men eventually did need treatment (castration or hormonal therapy) to treat urinary obstruction, bleeding or pain.

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Urinary control generally returns in three phases . Phase One—you’re dry when lying down at night. Phase Two—you’re dry when walking around. And Phase Three—you’re dry when you stand up after sitting. Persistent stress incontinence (leaking urine when you stand up or exercise) is rare, and total incontinence is even more rare.

There’s also something you can do to control stress incontinence—special exercises, called Kegel exercises, that strengthen the external sphincter. To help speed up your recovery, practice starting and stopping your urinary stream every time you go to the bathroom. The best way to do this is when standing to urinate: Try to shut off your urinary stream by contracting the muscles in your buttocks tightly. (There are other methods of performing these exercises, but by doing them this way you can be sure you’re exercising the right muscles.) Only perform these exercises when you urinate—don’t do them at other times, because you will tire out the sphincter muscle.

Until your urinary control returns completely, wear a pad, such as a Serenity pad, or disposable diaper, such as Depends. You can get these at the pharmacy or grocery store. Some men prefer using a special kind of padded underwear called Confidens Brief; your doctor should have good suggestions and perhaps even some samples for you to try. Whatever you do, do not wear an incontinence device with an attached bag, a condom catheter or clamp! If you use these devices, you won’t develop the muscle control you need to be continent. Also, until your urinary control has returned, avoid drinking excessive amounts of fluids, and limit alcohol and caffeine—both can make the problem worse. Again, remember: You will get through this.

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